I was....

 I was searching for a lover, he who will call me the most gorgeus person alive when i blinked my eyes lazily in each early morning, making me smile whenever I was sad, and carrying me around when my arthritis is bad. (Yeah, it's Sandler's)

I was searching for a bestfriend, he who will soothe me with his mind, play with me like a little child, acts crazy like there's no later days waiting and what we have is just all this one day to spend until the Sun closes its bright, sleepy eyes.

I was searching for a family, he who will caress my mother like he caresses his, protect my girls like he protects his, loving me like we're sharing the same bloodlines on our veins.

And then I saw you.

I would love to dedicate this to somebody worth if I have one, someday, maybe shortly after I clicked "Publish", or maybe by the time when my face, smile, and skin already wrinkled, or maybe, or maybe,or maybe. Only God knows things :)